annual every year traditional natvity christmas play pageant once a year

as i plan my everyear at the same time traditional nativity christmas play pageant for all us barlows for  the 24th of december evening and i think of what goes in it, i am wondering if you have to be a bit mentally ill in proceeding<><>There are direct words from luke that are 100% correct and yet we have mary speaking these words(daughter in law actress} i marvel at the wonder of this night and the infant wwho is only mine just for tonight is mine but is forever for the world<><>The sheep sing a chorus of "In wondering awe<><>i think in me being so audacious i must have some mental problems to cope with<>now my kids have all grown up with me<><>them faster than me, but they are still doing the play as was in our home<><>that talk of wise men  coming and saying"What a difficult journey this was<><><>have you ever tried to follow a star???all the right turns are terrible<>  and me as a camel or a sheep and in costume with lines of baaa baaa baaat;<>><>are we making light of the occasion???But still i always proceed with the said business,..Now for 46 years, 9 different babies{all my grandkids},.>shelley my other daughter in lawwas a star you know in the sky and dressed up appropriatly<><>We had an innkeeper act like a wall mart employee one year<><><>all from my head or now from my sons heads and is that mental illness??i do report to you bloggers every year and everytime when it is over<><>57,.,.67><<>87<><><>07<><>i always get a surprise and puzzled reaction from all of you<<><>am i mentally ill????Years of nonsense or speculation of what really happened back there and then<><>yes the annual barlow christmas eve pageant<><>our christmas play.,.IN 2007 you can see some pictures<><>i have forgotten how to load them in